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Happy 1st Anniversary to my blog~! XD

haha... yes yes... its my blog's 1 year old birthday today XD~ happy birthday bloggie~!! X)

well... i DO realise i havent been updatin =P... honestly.... i totally fergot bout my blog till the other day when me and jie were havin add maths tuition... and we were talking a lil' bit bout blogs and stuff... so... i would like to appologize to my blog for that -_- gomen ne...?

i've been busy with school and well.... life.... im trying my best to catch up wif my friends and whats happening around me.... but im sad to say... im failing miserably T-T im losing contact wif my old school friends... and i dunno whats going on wif my friendship wif my current school friends...

this year....i've made new friends... met new people.. new teachers... and i do know... that im getting a lil' closer wif the new students... and also a few old students that i was never close to... but... im damm rite sad about whats happening wif my friendship wif friends that i am close to...

my friendship with them is getting a lil' further away... im honestly sad.... especially my beloved columbus classmates(2003 - 2005)... we have been together for three years guys... well... at least most of us have....-_-... i love my fellow columbians... we were all like in a family/close friend relationship... and now?...... but... its also cuz most of us are in different classes now... so.... haih T-T...

because of all these... lately i've been staring at stuff blankly... emo... dazed... moody....annoyed.... angry.... okay.... lets just say.... mood swings?... no... im not PMS-ing... its just that alot of things is in my mind... ^.^; im angry at myself...

okay.... i do kinda know whats happening around me... but... i honestly cant really catch up with my friends eventhough i noe whats happening..... i miss nat... i only see nat once a week n we dun relee call each other nemore bcuz we are both busy with school work..... i miss the time i use to spend wif zhen....i dont talk or hang out with zhen as much nemore..... i miss my shopping time, talk, hangin around in my house, on da fone time, drama marathons, etc. with jasmine.... i miss how much time me, jie and jasmine use to spend last time... i miss lotsa stuff... i dunno.... im just hoping that our friendship bond will get better~...

... i better stop here... im getting emo~ ^_~;

sore ja~!

月曜日, 5月 22, 2006 11:04 午後 back to top?